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So i'm leaving so now I guess i'll admit to everything, i've ever done. and then it's the big secret you all wanted to know. keep watch

1. My family don't know I draw
2. I have always hated Dreachu and Tinachan90, but I love Riley. Riley is sweeter to her watchers and people who admire her work. Tina can be nice, but I think she's changed since her old account.
3. I'm sorry for Riley that she had to be friends with possibly the bitchiest people on dA.
*my opinion. no hate. i'm leaving so would it really be worth it?*
4. I have always loved Selph. idc what haters say. She's amazing.
5. Same with ayamethedevil
6. Melonyan was my #1 inspiration.

and now the big secret:

the reason why I didn't want help, was because they give you aniti depressants. I know. 3/5 of my family are on them. it's just me and my little sister who aren't.
and i'm scared that by putting me on pills, you give my suicide handed to me on a plate. my dad tells me to take my pills. I end up taking them all, and then i'm dead.
i'm scared that if I get help, it'll make me worse.

and there you have it.
I didn't want to tell you, because you all seem so set on the idea that i'll get better. and if you knew that you might be like 'screw it' 'she'll never get better'
when i'm gone, I didn't want you thinking that one day I'm going to die, and you won't know about it. I didn't want that.
please forgive me

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~cutiekekegirl May 13, 2012  Student General Artist
Ohmygoodness- I just noticed you sent me points- oh doll ;n;. You're very welcome<33- I'm glad I ever got to know you.
I'll miss you bunches and bunches.. I wish you much luck and hope for the best<3

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~StrawberryLite May 8, 2012   Digital Artist
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*lieutenant-rar May 8, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi. You didn't need to send me points, but thank you. I wish you the best from here on out.

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John you are my love forever and always
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Drew this for you. Because I'll miss you.
It's been tough, but you can do this.
I don't expect you to see it right away

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point commissions~ : [link] and [link]
Don't Run, You'll Just Die Tired. C:
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~howlowl Apr 23, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Girl~

You need to calm down and look at all your wonderful, beautiful friends on here and in real life and see how much they love you. I know things are tough hun, but I promise you, that things WILL get better. But, don't expect to wake up tomorrow morning and things will be picture perfect, things like this take time. How much time, just depends on the person. And you my friend ( ;w; actually a stranger...but still~), and an amazing person from what i've seen and read. I wish I could just be like, "SADBGBADIVB THINGS ARE BETTER JDSFWDSKLBVCJS" but sadly, i'm not that magical...</3

Angel, please stop cutting. I've done it before and it burns like a motherfucker. Maybe, if you feel like cutting, try to calm down and do what I do when i'm upset, draw. Draw and let all the terrible feelings out into a beautiful work of art. Your art is adorable, you should draw more <3. Anyway, with that solution, you can work on ot cutting and drawing more like you wanted.

And I know that i'm just some stranger but I want to let you know that i'm always here to talk if you need someone. Trust me, i've been in many tough situations, so i'll try to help you the best I can. I'm usually always on here and i'm always on Skype. If you want to talk i'll give you my Skype.

We all love you Angel, and I hope that myself, along with all of your friends can try and help you get through all of this.

Love,
Mercedes aka Howlowl

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